Let's play a game! :D
IT'S CALLED 'FRIENDSHIP.'
Rules:
If you have been tagged then you have to make a list with 25 random things about you.
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24. My so-called 'friends' suck.!
25. Well, not all of them.
Explanation?
This schoolyear hasnt really been awesome, schoolwise. I spent a lot of time (A LOT of time.) in the hospital for my skin-disease, so I missed a lot of stuff at school. Which resulted in me, not being able to finish at least one complete project, and some other stuff.
On top of that, I started to doubt myself, if I am able to do this complete study, because no matter what I drew, it all looked like shit to me. Hence the lack of drawings in my gallery, for the past year. My parents are mad at eachother 24/7, but I could ignore that. Anyway, I spoke with my tutor about this aweful year, which I just would like to forget and move on. We made an agreement, I am re-doing this year, but instead of making it last a year, it'll only last 6 months. Because he knows I'm up for it. And now I know I'm up for it, too. I don't have to spend all my spare time sitting in the hospital, getting 16 UV-lights pointed at me, 3 days a week, so frankly, I had the idea that it was turning out to be fine and dandy.
Silly me.
Turns out, some of my friends (I do not know exactly which ones, but at least my very best friend..) think I've been lying about the whole situation. Why? I do not know. I've been honest to them the entire time, I mean..why should I lie to my friends? My friends, for fuck's sake. They think I've been lying to my tutor about missing projects, to them about several things and so on. Talk about friendship. Aren't you supposed to shape an opinion about something like this after you confront the 'liar'? Maybe I'd like to tell my side of the story? HELLO?! -_-
This morning on MSN, I spoke to my best friend. She told me what was up, because I reeaally had no idea. It was like being punched in the fucking face. I told her my side of the story, but she didn't believe me. She said that 3 years of friendship doesn't matter, and she doesn't want to be friends with me anymore. Which will lead to a lot of awkward moments, because a lot of my friends (if they dont hate me either), are friends with her, too. And my boyfriends best friend, is her brother. (I hope she doesnt drag my boyfriend in this whole thing, too) We used to go out altogether, like a big group, but I guess I dont have to worry about that anymore either.
I'm kinda feeling sorry for the friends that feel this way too, or the ones I might have hurt, and if they still want to talk to me, I would be happy to explain everything once again.
I still can't believe it. Why would I lie to my best friends? To be honest, they mean more to me than my family. They are my family.
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Well, they used to be my family.
Wow. What a rant.
I'm thrilled to find out who hates me!
Not. I feel screwed over.
What do we learn from this?
Nothing.
Friendship can be a real bitch.
But that's something I learned way before this.
Mad
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Pulsating pleasure
Running through your veins
Big and grand like a
New York city parade
Each of us filling up with pride
Running in the rain
following in the darkness
After our moirai
-XcZombieXc
naamgenoot. OvO
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<3
Hai (:
Yeah.. Anouks for the win x)
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In time we will step away from all of this
8D
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<3
uw gallery is koel :3
me watched u...
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Zachary Quinto is the best thing since donuts <3
"Whenever lives seems to make a wrong turn, we will be there."
book quote.
"Wanneer het leven de andere kant op lijkt te gaan, zijn wij daar."
Dankjedankje (:
ik ga jou ook watchenn ^^
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In time we will step away from all of this
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Zachary Quinto is the best thing since donuts <3
"Whenever lives seems to make a wrong turn, we will be there."
book quote.
"Wanneer het leven de andere kant op lijkt te gaan, zijn wij daar."
Geen dank
Je stijl is echt leuk
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In time we will step away from all of this
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Zachary Quinto is the best thing since donuts <3
"Whenever lives seems to make a wrong turn, we will be there."
book quote.
"Wanneer het leven de andere kant op lijkt te gaan, zijn wij daar."
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